I feel like a piece of shit. And I can’t really stop it. Once a feeling like this comes along, there’s no stopping it. Since the event happened a few weeks ago I continuously switch moods and once I get depressed I literally have no way of being consoled or being helped. I just have to let it run it’s course. I hate myself and I wish I could just be happy and healthy again. Of course all I’m doing is hurting the ones around me. I just don’t know what to do. Why do I have to be so fucked up? Why do I tend to hurt the people I love? Why can’t I express how truly sorry I am?
I still don’t understand the Chloe/Jimmy/Kara love triangle.